Cough, cough...?

I hate getting sick.
My nose gets all stuffed up
my head hurts
and I don't sound like me.

Kindness please?

My faith in humanity is dwindling.
Since when was it so difficult to hold open the damn door?

Argue. Grrr

The point of making a list of 'pros' and 'cons'
is to weigh the options of both.
Whether something is good,
or whether it's bad.
So making a 'pros' and 'cons' list for you
would just be silly
because I already know you're good.

Stolen candy

I'm always wanting him to be the kid that I adore. The way he is when it's so incredibly easy to love him. The way it is when we can laugh at everything and I feel like every other second it's necessary to remind him how much I care for him and miss him. The way that makes it all so easy.
But I guess that's not love right?
Because I guess love is accepting the little things that don't always make it perfect, and focusing on the bigger things. Like how he just makes me feel so in place when I'm with him.
I guess it's just something for me to work on;
and for you, I'm willing.

Bensonn

Sometimes I put myself in awkward situations, just to be in them.
Like I choose to take the PSAT
at some school that I don't attend
because I want to
and I wanna see what's gonna happen
with me surrounded by people I've never met before
in an environment I'm unfamiliar with.

Your water broke!?

Wanna know what I really want?
I want to find a comedic show, one that's ridiculously funny
but it be completely and totally improv.
I want them to play little improv games
and be really hysterical.
And maybe you'll tell me to watch 'Whose Line is it Anyway?'
which will cause me to repeat the whole fact that
I want it to be funny.

Suck One

I constantly get scolded
so it only seems fitting you'd get angry
that I'm not a very good blogger.

Time travel

I was thinking about time travel the other day and I was wondering
"Is it really possible?"
And I'm thinking long term travel here folks. Alright?
Like let's say there's a 25-year old man who travels into the future, and he's there for about 5 years.
So when he returns to his proper time, he's aged 5 years, looking and feeling like he's 30, but with the time and the years, he should only be 25.
Then, when the guy eventually dies, he's dying an 85 year old man, but on his tombstone it would read that he was only 80.

Freaky, right?

Dumb fuck

I feel really stupid waiting
for your name to reappear.
Because I know it won't.
At least not tonight...

At heart I'm an asshole.
It's just that no one wants to believe it.

Run

I forgot what day it was today.
And it wasn't like thinking that it was Sunday
when it's Monday.
No.

It was more like me thinking how excited I was to go to track meets
and that I might visit my old middle school.
Until I realized it's fall,
not spring.

Nimrod.

Stalk. Creep.

I like being in a car at night
especially in the side areas of the city
with the houses. Neighborhoods.
Because I love getting to drive by
and merely looking at each individual house
just so I can see if people are home or not,
and if they are
where inside they're at
based on what lights are on.

For whatever reason
it eases my heart.