I want to find someone like myself one day. Someone I can spend the rest of my life with. 

I'm just worried I'm too weird to find anyone like me

I think past relationships can be so tough to get over, even years later, is because we all always think we're the type of people that are worth going back for. We never think we did anything wrong, or so wrong that would mask the type of wonderful people that we are that someone wouldn't someday come back for us.
I'm not asking for some guy from my past to come sweep me off my feet, in all honesty there isn't a guy from my life who I could be convinced to reconsider starting over with, but I guess I'd just like to have someone remind me at a time when I'm so single, that I'm worth something. That I could be worth some fairy tale.

But I'm also watching too many cliche sitcomes and Christmas movies right now. So there's that.