I read through these all and wish I could rewind back. I'd be right in the middle of it all if I could just go back 3 years. It feels like it's been so much longer than that. It feels like centuries ago. Lately all I can think about is your smile,
and your laugh,
and the way we use to be. But I guess we were just two kids in love.
It was love, wasn't it? And I wonder what had happened.
Maybe I did something, or maybe it just wasn't cool anymore. To be in college with a little girl like me trailing behind you.
If I was like that again, the way I was 3 years ago, would you have come back?
Would you have fallen back in love with me, and have asked me to follow you to college, instead of rejected it?
I got in. I got a few scholarships even. It was an option. Except it wasn't.
Because you wouldn't have wanted me there. And I would've gone for you.
To which I know you would ask me why. And all I can say is,
I miss you, and I think about you all the time now. And because I could still love you the way I did then, if it was still an option.
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