I'm not afraid to admit that I'm afraid.
I spend so much of my time trying to decide what it is that I want to do for the rest of my life instead of just letting it happen. I thought majoring in finance would be a smart idea and I'd make money and be happy, but that's just a front. It's so I have an answer if someone asks what I'm doing with my life and I feel less lame than admitting that I'm lost.
Maybe I should retrace my steps, back to high school when I had all the time in the world and had my heart set on teaching high school English. Because lately as I've begun working with high school students entering college or high school kids in student council, it feels a little like my calling.
This is such an awful blog. I'm just lost and confused.
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