I hate what I do.. what I do every fucking time.
I get mad.. and disappointed.. and then I fuck it up.
I make someone else feel like crap in hopes of making myself feel better.
Why?
Because I'm scared..
I'm scared of letting you in.
And I figure that maybe if I was an ass to you.. you'd never have the chance to be an ass to me.
But it seems like I end up getting hurt just as much as you do..
And that's not what I want for either of us.