I know I have issues. The problem is though that I can't figure out a solution to any of them.
I have an anger problem. The smallest things can make me angry and lash out. And even though I recognize it as it happens, I can't stop it because I know it'll all build up inside of me unless I unleash it. I just wish I knew a healthier way to let it all go.
Sometimes I feel like I'm bipolar. One second I can be angry and explode, but then five minutes later I'm calm and smiling and back to my normal self.
I latch onto guys incredibly fast. Even though it takes more than just a charmed smile to get my attention, once I'm hooked that's all that's on my mind. And I can't help it. The worst part is that I know it drives them all away but I can't do anything to stop myself from wanting it so bad.