Just because I've come to terms with things, doesn't make each day any less hard. I still miss you all the same. And I think about you. Every day. But I know this is time for me to become the best me that I can be, because I know it's the only way anything can ever happen for us again.
So it made me start to think about everything I've ever wanted to be. Things you told me I was, but I never believed it. And I made a list. The 6 things that I will be, and be able to believe that I am, after all this is done. I won't allow myself to even think about being with you, or anyone else for that matter, until I've achieved them all.

I am strong.
I am intelligent.
I am beautiful.
I am patient.
I am self-less.
I am bold.